Valentines day

I may be late for it. But Happy Valentines Day to everyone.
That day I cried the whole morning at school. Everybody looked at me strangely. Damn them. What do they care anyway. I really detest Valentines day.
Everything just poured down on me.

My parent's annulment was denied, even though my dad abandoned us for 8 years and maybe having an affair right now, and my mom did everything that stupid court told her to do. She even published in the newspaper so that my "so-called" father would appear in court.. Where's the logic in that, e?

My loathsome seatmate got all angry with me and I don't know what I did to him. He told me that there was nothing wrong but anyone will notice if someone is angry with him/her. I don't care either. What does he have to say? He has no looks nor brains. And he even has that bad attitude that will make you kill him. I say go to hell.

And there is one girl at school. What a kind a****** friend she is. Such a plastic, that schoolmate of mine. I pity her. And she got angry because of a stupid front seat. And she said "such a feeler." to my back. What a nice thing to say, e? I may be flamming her here but I can't take it anymore. I have been quiet about this for months and she wont even let it go. She backstabs me all this time. Wait till her friends get a load of what she tells about them. That will blow them up.. lol Sadly I'm not like her. I won't tell. Maybe I'm such a push-over because I never tell. By the way, I resigned to that school bus and I'm have been commuting home.
Someone said that I'm morbid. But I don't care, really. It's fun.
That day too, I saw my love with his girlfriend. Oh, what a painful sight. It just added to my anger. Everyone around me tried to comfort me. Thank you for that. And with that I don't like him that much anymore, rather, my love just turned to hate.
I think differently again. I became cheerful, but know I'm back to my miserable self again. As for now, I'll try to be with myself more, distance to people who does not care about me and to those "so-called" friends.
But damn I just so bitter with all of what's happening in my life. Life sucks really. I wish there was a reset button or some kinda another world, a world without emotions that I can run to. So that I can't feel this stupid feelings anymore.