I dreamt that I was drowning and was gasping for air. I wished that I could float to the surface, then I woke up. I found tears in my eyes as I got out of the bed. I was crying myself to sleep again, maybe that was why I kept having this nightmares. I didn't eat meals today. Maybe starving to death would be a good idea.
While doing some notes in school, a friend keeps on texting but I don't mind the company. I needed one because I am getting bored with life. I still waste my time with stupid things. I can't help it, it makes me feel good. And it helps me forget things that I am bitter with.
I am still at war with this girl and my seatmate. They are so hateful. I don't care anymore. I wish they would all go away.
I tried sleeping pills. It helped me sleep. Sleeping is my only escape from this ugly world.
Sometimes death becomes a dream to people like me.
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